Holography Self-Portrait, 2024.
JANNA AVNER: TO FEEL BEFORE THINKING
By Francesca Du Brock, Chief Curator
Dec. 23, 2025
Koyukon Athabascan artist Janna Avner speaks of core childhood memories that shape her path as a creative: rose gold winter light on birchbark, an old plastic mirror that her dad would turn into a giant, bendable mouth, artist Colcord 鈥淩usty鈥 Huerlin鈥檚 pastel-colored landscapes hanging at her grandparents鈥 house, a little prism she liked to use as a lens for looking at the world. These experiences formed her first 鈥渋ntroduction to seeing, observation鈥eing a kid running around and playing with things around the house and just exploring pots and pans and cabinets, whatever.鈥 Trained as a painter and currently creating immersive installations that often incorporate sculpture and digital art projection, Avner鈥檚 aesthetic and conceptual concerns are deeply influenced by her relationship to the phenomenon of light.
Images from the Fate family archive.
Raised in Los Angeles, Avner annually travels to interior Alaska to visit her mother鈥檚 family. Avner understands herself as 鈥渄islocated, but not in a pejorative way.鈥 Artmaking has been a process of creating an authentic relationship to her heritage, her history, and her lived experience: 鈥淚 think as a female Indigenous artist, you're always trying to carve out a space in which you can exist, in which you make sense, in which you have a voice.鈥 She credits a class with Tlingit artist Da-ka-xeen Mehner at the Native Art Center at the University of Alaska Fairbanks as pivotal for normalizing mixed-race identity, introducing her to artists and theorists who helped shape her understanding of what was possible, such as Mehner鈥檚 own photographic self-portraits, Lucy Lippard鈥檚 multiheritage text 鈥淢ixed Blessings,鈥 and the work of theorist Kumkum Sangari.
The 3-month-old artist and her mother at Birch Lake, Fairbanks, 1989. Beadwork frame by unrecorded Athabascan artist.
Avner鈥檚 late grandmother, Alaska legend Mary Jane Fate, is another source of inspiration, as a person who bridged worlds and forged a remarkable life. Fate was born in Rampart Village and was removed to the Mt. Edgecumbe Native boarding school in Southeast Alaska when she was fourteen years old. There, she helped care for the younger children, some of whom were as young as four or five. 鈥淪he had boundless positivity in a way that was almost otherworldly, when you think about the transitions she had to go through in her life,鈥 says Avner. Despite this early experience of extreme adversity, she managed to thrive, and, according to Avner, 鈥渋n every situation she found a way to collaborate, to join, to start things, and to build.鈥 Fate went on to become a lobbyist for the Alaska Native Claims Settlement Act, co-founded the Tundra Times, was the first woman co-chair of the Alaska Federation of Natives, and served on the corporate board of Alaska Airlines, among many other accomplishments. Speaking of her over two-decades term on the Alaska Airlines board, Avner reflects, 鈥渂eing an Indigenous woman in a room full of suited men鈥hat鈥檚 extraordinary. I think her social EQ and IQ were off-the-chart.鈥
It was Fate, her husband, and Avner鈥檚 mother, Janine, and her sisters, who taught Avner and her cousins how to live on the Yukon River. As a young person steeped in the urban environment of Los Angeles and its bright, sunny chaparral biome, these visits to the boreal forest were formative. She pondered unusual contrasts between the plants and the light, and she remembers wondering why the spruce forest in Alaska was a color she describes as 鈥渄ark, dark, dark, dark green鈥攜ear-round.鈥 Reflecting on her upbringing, Avner says she has developed a sense of gratitude for the complexity of her mixed heritage. Through this perspective, Avner incorporates materials that represent both sides of her identity as well as materials that speak to the places where she was raised, with an emphasis on hybridity and fluidity.
Avner and her grandmother, Mary Jane Fate, 1994.
Her current body of work began in 2020, shortly after her grandmother鈥檚 passing. She describes a moment of looking at the northern lights from her family鈥檚 home on Farmers Loop Road in Fairbanks. This ethereal encounter helped her answer questions she was grappling with in her grief about maintaining relationships with her memories, her past, and her grandmother鈥檚 spirit. 鈥淲hen I saw the lights, all those feelings sort of vanished. I came to this place of calm, this peace and presence of something greater than myself鈥 almost like this somatic reality that's in all of us. It's felt in the body; we're all electrical conductors and made up of neurotransmitters. I really try to chase that feeling in my work, a feeling of awe.鈥 Avner鈥檚 light-objects often become symbols of self, or even abstract portraits. Composed of heterogeneous materials and animated by light, shadow, and shifting colors, they reflect the fragmentary and fugitive nature of memory. The aurora borealis, as a phenomenon of displaced light, also serves as a metaphor for the artist鈥檚 exploration of identity and her experience of growing up at a physical distance from her ancestral homelands.
Avner building an installation for her graduate thesis (left) (2022), and her holography painting (鈥淯ntitled鈥), 2024 (right)
In addition to her work as an artist, Avner has cultivated a collaborative curatorial practice through her work on FEMMEBIT, which she co-founded in 2014 with digital artist Kate Parsons. FEMMEBIT is an artist organization and collective that presents programs, screenings, and exhibitions of video and new media work. It began as a platform to highlight Los Angeles-based female perspectives on internet culture at a time when there weren鈥檛 many female or queer-identifying artists in digital spaces, which Avner describes as 鈥渧ery STEM-influenced and male-dominated, and they basically still are.鈥 She calls the artists she鈥檚 worked with through this collective courageous and experimental, capable of 鈥渃reating their own homes in what I would consider to be a pretty inhospitable space for new and divergent voices.鈥 Avner also finds strange parallels between these digital spaces and her experiences of the Alaskan wilderness鈥攑laces that can be dangerous, 鈥渨ithout a lot of rules or etiquette, frontier zones.鈥 These linkages between what she refers to as 鈥淎FK and IRL,鈥 (away from the keyboard and in real life), motivated her to dive further into writing and publishing about the substitutional reality of digital art, as well as mining her own personal experience for inspiration, creating a more fluid and organic approach to incorporating content and forms that may seem, at first blush, incongruous.
Avner likens her approach to that of poetry or glitch art, in which language or technology is appropriated to communicate complex thoughts and feelings inexpressible through straightforward prose or media. 鈥淲hen I make my work, I want to talk or think almost adjacently to what I make without directly disturbing its mysterious surface.鈥 Avner鈥檚 practice is grounded in rigor, but also a deep respect for the wonderment she found peering through a small prism as a child or looking up at the northern lights on a winter鈥檚 night. She quotes the artist Eva Hesse, whose perspective on conceptual art has shaped Avner鈥檚 practice; Hesse said of her own work: 鈥淚t is the unknown quantity from which and where I want to go. As a thing, an object, it accedes to its non-logical self. It is something, it is nothing.鈥 Similarly, Avner tries to cultivate the sense of mystery, to think of her pieces 鈥渇rom an oblique angle; I try to feel before thinking so as to enter a space of infinite possibility.鈥
Avner鈥檚 child plays with prisms and light (left) and detail from the studio (right), 2025. As a new mom to a one-year-old, Avner鈥檚 next artistic project will focus on collective motherhood and ecology as sources of social and political resistance.
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